Kindergarten Legends

SERIOUSLY FED UP.

My ROP teacher always looks at me like i'm stupid. I'm one of the few who actually want to do work and don't find excuses. Seems like whatever I do it goes unnoticed by her because I don't kiss ass. Recently a friend told me that I don't have to be as smart because of my looks. Fuck that. Today I interviewed a lady for my ROP project. She was really rude, but I ingored it with a smile. Throughout the whole interview I was polite as ever and then she goes, so you're taking nursing at Ventura. I reply, no SDSU.. then she gives me look like "Oooh." I twisted it a little but same difference. Last week I had lunch with a friend and I told him about my college plans, and how I want to help out my family. He starts looking behind me with a nasty face and I ask why, and it was because the lady who served us gave a doubting face while she was cleaning up. Bottom line I hate rude people and I definately hate being doubted.

Being looked at stupid doesn't feel good. People think I'm that girl who uses my looks to get grades. If anything people copy my paper, damn. Fuck judgement. I'm going to go read a dictionary or something.