Kindergarten Legends

I've been invited to share my thoughts! Yesssss. ;D
Haha I'm Alexx, female, and SINGLE. Newly single. *hmp.

One of the things I find myself doing is looking up lyrics or quotes constantly. It has become quite a habit. So if some stranger's myspace headline catches my attention I google it. (I actually purchased a book from that search.) Songs I jam to have all been googled for lyrics. Thaaank yooou google! Haha More to the point lately I've been listening to Motion City Soundtrack and in one song it mentions "Annie Hall". Why I googled that phrase out of the whole song, I do not know. But it seems it was destined. Haha corny.. but yes, I discovered Annie hall is a movie, and the quotes definately caught my attention. It will be the next movie I rent.

"A relationship, I think, is like a shark. You know? It has to constantly move forward or it dies. And I think what we got on our hands is a dead shark."

After the breakup, I've been trying to figure out ways to revive that dead shark, and it seems that it's a goner. Booy do I wish a relationship was like a cat.

"After that it got pretty late, and we both had to go, but it was great seeing Annie again. I... I realized what a terrific person she was, and... and how much fun it was just knowing her; and I... I, I thought of that old joke, y'know, the, this... this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, "Doc, uh, my brother's crazy; he thinks he's a chicken." And, uh, the doctor says, "Well, why don't you turn him in?" The guy says, "I would, but I need the eggs." Well, I guess that's pretty much now how I feel about relationships; y'know, they're totally irrational, and crazy, and absurd, and... but, uh, I guess we keep goin' through it because, uh, most of us... need the eggs."

The eggs. What exactly are the eggs? My guess is: sex (but of course), the bond of trust, warm comfort, the all night deep talks, the invisble connection, fun, inside jokes, etc. That thing that makes us feel like we belong to this secret world with that person. Really though, anyone can give you those eggs.

In a relationship, where love is involved, I would think the person would be in need of the chicken. That chicken that has just the right amount of elements to produce that unique egg. The egg meant for only you.

I'm bitter about love right now but no doubt this will not be the last time I fall in love, nor will it be the last heartbreak. Another thing is how can I possibly find my chicken if i'm meerly a chick. Young, and that's just it. I'm too young for this.

--P.S. Sorry for the estrogen filled blog.